Day 14!

Holy cow! Can you all believe that I have been doing this for three weeks, tomorrow?? I know, it's crazy right?? Tomorrow will be fun, I am going to go to the park in the morning. I am enjoying seeing how much more I can do each week. It is amazing how much things change in only a week. I have felt better and I have found that I am getting stronger. My knee still hurts, but my back was better today.

After the park, I'm going to try and get some homework done for school. I have quite a bit of homework to do. Later I will go back to Bootcamp! Yes I am crazy, but my mom is coming and I promised her I would be there for her. It will be fun to be there for support and see how she does.

I am happy with the changes that are happening. I went to a baseball game last night and sat in the stadium seats and for the first time in a very long time, I could sit in them without being in pain the whole time. It used to be that the handles would hurt because I was so big. I still didn't fit perfectly in the seat, but it didn't hurt to sit in them, so I know things are changing.

Thanks to the 0800'ers. They are always so supportive and I love working out with them.

Instructor Thomas says that I am a lot stronger than he expected me to be. I have a hard time believing that, but I am working on it. There are definitely days that I feel so weak and so down, but there are days that I know I did good and pushed my hardest. I find it strange that my mind is changing, but I find that the negative really tries to overtake all of the wonderful positive things that have recently come into my life. The positives have put up a good fight though. They are really beginning to overtake the negative. It is so wonderful.

I had to do push-ups for not looking at him again today, I'm still getting better with that. Maybe, I am doing it on purpose so I have to do more push-ups! ;) Only kidding. Push-ups suck.

A dream of blues